Just thought I'd let this out
I don’t plan when I get high, when I get drunk, when I take a walk, when I ride my bike, when I laugh so hard I can barely breathe, when I cry so much my eyes hurt, when I meet new people, when I make the best memories. I don’t plan any of that in catagories from A to Z or even my days in lists of 1,2,3 because it seems to add more stress. I got tired of great expectations and huge...
Even though a year ago I felt really sad I think I was much more happier then. Something about getting treated like shit, ignored, and messed up feelings don’t seem that bad any more. I sound crazy when I say I kind of miss it, miss being so stuck on something that isn’t worth it.
I get in these really weird moods where I don’t feel inspired or motivated to anything but sleep. I don’t like that feeling one bit.
chinob asked: Who's Bus is that!! That is siccccccccccccccck.
If you’re not around to know then get around more. If you’re not brave enough to ask then you probably aren’t ready. If you don’t make any decisions then something else will. Go out and enjoy your life before something makes you think otherwise.
Whenever I see an anon ask a question I think...
Yeah I feel like this year has been pretty tough for me yet really good. I came home from work and was talking to my mom and ended up in tears. Seriously not surprised by this at all. Holidays are just the shittiest times for me now.
chinob asked: Happy Easter! You look happy on your picture! =)
kitshatulan: “EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP IT’S...
Friday afternoon I went for a bike ride enjoying the little bit of sunshine Oregon had to offer, and I got a phone call from one of my friends in the middle of it. She had asked if I wanted to join her and some other group of friends with her to pizza. I mean I couldn’t let that offer pass by so I dropped off my bike and hopped in for a ride. She has this super legit hippie fan and we all...
I'm sitting around always missing you.
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daphneemarie: blackburningkeys:mischeifnotquitemanaged:geerthanaxo:blackstarashiningstar: FULL LENGTH DISNEY MOVIES Finding Nemo The Lion King Peter Pan Pooh’s Heffalump Movie Pinocchio Lady and The Tramp Doug’s First Movie Dumbo Pocahontas Aladdin Hercules The Little Mermaid Toy Story Cinderella Alice In Wonderland Tarzan Beauty and The Beast Snow White and The Seven...
Here's what I want, maybe.
Something temporary, just for fun. Nothing serious, just a small spark. Maybe a little interest, but no thick strings attached. These days being single is all up in my face and you know I have no relationship I’m committing to or interest in someone at all. Maybe it’s just me, but it’d be pretty cool to have that ”something fun, that spark, and a little interest in natural...
brandnewrevolution: I dont exactly know how I feel anymore. Just a bunch of mixed emotions. I don’t even know, I’m going crazy.
Day thirty- One thing you are excited for Getting surgery!!
Even though my classes never have changed much and school schedule, all the people in them have. Okay, I have to include myself in this equation but still. It’s just really stupid and strange for me to be sitting in class thinking about the things I need to get done in that class, other classes, and things after school without thinking about why I don’t talk to the same people like I...
4.20 on 4:20
Day twenty-nine- Five weird things you like name tags corn and mayo cob armadillo people sprinkles
I’m really excited about going to prom because I have a date, and he’s the coolest. There is nothing romantic, awkward, strange, or anything forceful about it. He’s one of those people who haven’t been creeping on me or been rude a nice kid. And also his sister and I are pretty good friends. I’ve got the van and a group I’m hanging with. I’m keeping it at...
Day twenty-eight- Somewhere you’d like to visit Italy. Italy.Italy If someone were to pay for my ticket I’d have them take me to\ ITALY
I take my homework and don't even do it. I leave...
Before I go to bed I usually get this rush of feelings wishing things were back to the way they used to be. It’s frustrating because I can’t decide if I liked myself more last year or this year. I think it’s pretty normal to not even be sure with who you are or with what you do. We’re young, we do whatever, we discover, we go on, and we go on living our life. I’m a...
If I could take some things back, I would.
Day twenty-seven- A quote you try to live by ” If you don’t like me, remember it’s mind over matter. I don’t mind and you don’t matter” -Dr. Seuss
I feel like after a while when I hear people talk, the most beautiful words turn so generic that it loses its real meaning. I’m tired of it. Agh, I just want to know a person really feels what they say.
Day twenty-six- Things you like and dislike about yourself Dislike My body Like not giving a fuck anymore what people think about what I wear and why I where it It’s not necessary I make bullets about myself I like and dislike about myself. I just rather live my life and try not to think about it so much