People are fucking shady ass hypocrites, they say one thing then go behind your back and do the other.
I’ve been nothing but honest with you.
Goes to show how even “close friends” can’t be trusted.
I feel like when school starts that’s my official mark of the year. I remember my past most just by the school year I was in. I can go back to things more quicker that way and can tell tons of story of it. The year I just had was one of the worsts to me, so I’m really happy that I’ve got one more year to make it end great. I don’t want any bull shit, no stress, just chill, and get my life almost figured out.
I just want to remember a happy school year.
I wish I cared a little more. Just about myself, others, and what should be most important. I know at some point all teens are young people probably feel this way but I wish I didn’t. I want to be excited againt to care about something. Care enough that I made sure I never let it get hurt. That could be ment in almost everything in my life right now. Maybe when the new school year starts I can get back to it.
It kind of bums me out that I used to best friend’s with some people and now we’re completely distant with each other. They’ve deleted me, don’t speak to me, and are no longer people in my life. It just really sucks that I got so close and then they decided to leave. Or it being my fault that I was so resentful of the past that I left them. Either way, it hurts not having them anymore.
Love and pain are the strongest sources of inspiration.
It makes us all writers and artists.
It’s when we feel.