Xochitl Yesenia Guerra

Oh, it feels good to feel like this again

So right when I got off work I was thinking about my boyfriend and how I should tell him about how I feel through a quick text message before I start driving. Well right as I was done with the message I was about to send it when it was stopped by him calling me. When he calls he asks me what it smells like outside and I told him rain during the summer, he got really excited and says yes! For him working being really good today, not working at his other job, outside smelling like where he used to live, and hearing my voice really was making his day great. Well he asked me about my day and what I was doing. I just vented and said I was sitting in the parking lot in the most unpleasant parking lot talking to him. When I was adding onto my day, I see a face next to my window while someone knocking on it and it was him! I screamed, realized it was him, opened the door and started crying. When I opened the door he was knelling holding my hands kissed my forehead and me while laughing saying ” Oh dear, don’t you know a boyfriend is supposed to scare his girlfriend?”.

Just the fact that how everything went was completely unplanned and that he loved on me like a good friend was absolutely fucking priceless. Having a rough weekend but ending it with him making it chill changes my attitude for the week.

Being with someone who can joke around, enjoy silence, comfort you, kiss you on the forehead when they see you wake up, make you get dressed up to take out to dinner, find your ticklish spot, send spontaneous adorable text messages, talk to about everything, tries to make you smile when you’re frowning, cheer you up from a horrible day at work, tell you that your children will look beautiful some day, who is willing to do everything it takes to make it work, be patient about distances, be a little jealous when you’re not with them, encourage your dreams, love on you, ask and give a little attention, and simply just be your best friend is an amazing feeling.

I really do hope everyone in the world finds a person like this. That’s my only wish to people who want happiness is to be able to find a person that brings the most out in them.

Officially I’m 26 days from graduating.

I’m starting count down now that my 10 minute speech, product and project is done!

Dear Guys, when a girl can tell you’re listening to her talk/vent you’ll make her fall more in love with you. Just saying.

cinco de mayo party with sombreros, mustaches, boots, tight pant, button up shirt, coronas, salsa, chips, musica en espanol.

Con mucha mucha mas bitchachos!

I don’t even want to go to prom

• not enough of people will be there
• I don’t have a dress
• my date is ignoring me
• secretly I’m always depressed at dances
• cinco de mayo should be celebrated with salsa and tortilla chips with traditional coronas

Just when I thought my day was great. I get a phone call from my Dad saying he’s sick of my shit.

Perfect way to end a night